Remade

Remade”                                 June 12, 1984

Take a look at me with the bats in my backyard and the spider

webs on my wings, I am waiting. Behind these dark eyes

I am more than just surging, my spirit is gathering, I am

remade. Night cradles me as a newborn, lungs unused

to breath, eyes still shrouded against

the world that can only for a moment insinuate

the fantastic journey that is to come.

© Tina Zabielski 2011-2019

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This Moment is

The water is vast and glistening and unfathomably deep; the wind is high and strong and cleansing; the earth below my feet is alive and vital and teeming with Grace; and the stars are my blinking, twinkling unfinished dream. This moment is the sum total of my life.

© Tina Zabielski 2011-2019

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The Absence Of Nectar

When the storm clouds roll in, whip the sea into a frenzy I will know

it from my perch up on the mountain. The hummingbird is tossed

by currents smaller than the wingspan of solitude, slower

than the heartbeat of Earth’s molten core, impermanent

as the brushstroke of wasted time. My words will hiss on the wind:

Don’t lose yourself to the absence of nectar or the jealous buzz

and hum of bumble bees.  Cradle your chance, peck out the eyes

of the day star as he rises, move away into the blanket of your night.

And dream.

© Tina Zabielski 2011-2019

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glimpse the Light

I would surrender my laughter and lay bare my heart on the stone for you, if only you would let me glimpse the Light beyond the sun, and give me one glorious moment just to swim in the Love that dwells within the nucleus of All things.

© Tina Zabielski 2011-2019

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Bruised

Our hearts are such tender vessels, aware

of what feeds, withers and morphs it into a swelling sea

to marvel at, to puzzle over, to praise. When the blue

sky is magnificently bruised by Autumn winds hastened

by the chill breath of distant December we cannot help

but toss a glance over our shoulder to the fleet foot

of Spring, the tap root of Summer

and back again to leaves that spin as they descend-

plum and concord , persimmon and pear, rhubarb

dandelion, lambs quarters and magnolia vine.

The giant oak litters the ground, confetti tossed

by the tip of a shoe and the pleasure that two feet

on the Earth can bring.

© Tina Zabielski 2011-2019

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One way forward…

http://www.boulderweekly.com/article-11683-a-more-egalitarian-economy.html

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Step Up and Speak Out

If we’re not talking about it with each other then what hope does the world have? Rape is not acceptable, under any circumstances, any where in the world. I’m sick of everyone avoiding the issue because it’s “upsetting”. What’s upsetting is that it is becoming socially acceptable around the world to rape women and children, then blame the victims for it. Please, talk about it with the people you know. Fathers, if you’re not teaching your sons to respect women then don’t be surprised when your daughters fall victim to the violence. Men need to step up. Period.

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Pathfinding

There is no road map for this terrain, no compass that could offer up a clue. You attempt

it with your leather bound books, the oral traditions that became the foundation of our

demise. And if The Book had never been written we would have held hands

and helped each other through the dark. Rising together out of the water, baptized

by the Sun, anointed by the Moon, eternally blessed by the wind

produced by stars. Tall grass to cradle, dust from the Earth reveals

to us the tracks of a tear and the crease lines of a smile. Finding

our way in the tinkle of bells and the brashness of the gong, the meal of grain

ground and turned to paste, baked in clay beneath the coals. The communion

of a shared fire, the echo of love down through ages. Pathfinding

through the reedy banks

boulders strewn like marbles tossed by giants, the honey colored wheat

in the fields and the reeling spectacle that is the Sky. Clouds rush and point

the way around and around, the journey etches the indelible blueprint

in one unbroken line upon the hungry skin of your soul.

© Tina Zabielski 2011-2019

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At Home

Gentle breath, an infant’s breath, soft and rhythmic, no yearning

because all one’s needs are met. The cradle, like the arms

of Mother; the cottony soft blanket as tender

against the skin as Father’s breath. Hope. Promise.

It didn’t turn out that way. Mother wanted

a Princess, Father wanted a Queen. Brothers wanted to be seen.  Teachers

wanted a puppet. Neighbors wanted a ghost. Friends, there were

no friends. Me? I wanted to feel at home where I was

and since I could not I wandered. And the night air

through the dusty metal screen, and the cars on the highway

and the shadows in the woods, and the dusty path between

the briars became Home. And because of those things

I learned

how to be on my own.

© Tina Zabielski 2011-2019

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Eyes Closed and Beautiful

Harp strings and fog horns, bass grooves, flute

flight sun dropping light, tree leaves casting

shadow, life so full you want to cry.

Nothing more than love, than whispers, than trees turning colors

as a last bow to life-giving Light

before Winter settles in, pale grey and quiet. The slumber

of the Soul.  Eyes closed and Beautiful. To know Life, to really

know life

is to weep with Joy and shed countess tears

of Longing.

© Tina Zabielski 2011-2019

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