Francis (The Woman Who Bucked the Bronco)

No one will remember her and that is why I speak her name.
Francis Farmer. Hollywood saw a Hit dragged from the cranium
of one of their own, and so invented a fairy tale
so that seats would be filled, money (crisp green money)
would be made. And so it was. Francis Without The Fable
lived as if the world was her battlefield, and mostly she lost.
The world had seen her on the silver screen and picked out
her profile on the glamorous stages of Broadway. The white coats
saw her on gurneys, their needles at the ready. This was the original
shock and awe. This was insulin. Shock Therapy. This was warrants
for half-paid fines, and jail terms because inkwells were thrown
at the heads of Judges. Why
should one human being
be the Judge of another?
How is it that punishments
are meted out with such confidence, certainty
and firmly furrowed brows? Here’s your dole, you brazen broad,
here’s your just deserts.
Every tyrant needs a scarecrow. Francis, you were the unruly warning
for the world, with the post up your ass and the sign
on your forehead. Don’t overstep your lace designated lane. Don’t
go to Russia because you want to. Don’t drink, don’t drive, don’t strategize
don’t don’t don’t don’t don’t don’t

© Tina Zabielski 2011-2019

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Peddler

Each town wears the faces he knows so well. They come to him, puffy
and pink with eagerness, their hands like platters of gold. They come, too,
sharp and shadowed with greed, and the wares they seek are stark
as splinters. He presents them only in black and white. Sometimes
the faces are gaunt and starch white with abandon
or surrender. Their fingers are too fragile to hold the prize
and for them he pulls down a cloud from the sky
with silver lining in all the right places, and whispers of wings
upon which they are delivered to the feeble.
He reads each one as easily as well fingered pages, their corners
dog-eared like ancient puppies, their margins embellished
with lead scribbles denoting self importance and superiority,
their covers flamboyantly dedicated to those long dead church-going
soup-making, lace-wearing, cane-wielding
pioneers of Life. He laughs, of course. What else is there for a peddler
to do? The silver has dripped from his moist lips, the shine
has dazzled their eyes and mesmerized. All there is left to do
is get them to sign. To sign on a very dotted line.

© Tina Zabielski 2011-2019

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Little Red Spiders

She stands in a silent field, a whiskey coat with a blaze
on her nose, hooves pawing the soft wet ground. Beyond her
the hills teem with many legged things that rustle
under last Autumn’s leaves and dodge dew drops big enough
to carry them away. An early June sun
is peeking over the tops of maples, the sky is melon and teal.
Camp robbers are readying for thievery
while chickadees practice their whistled song. A forgotten cabin
leans towards the creek as if nodding, and little red spiders
jump over the crevices in the floor boards. Ancient wood, grey and jagged
with splinters, proffers a haven for cobwebs and entangled moths. Flies
on the windowsills. Flickers peeking in, curious, then pounding
out their mating call of Spring. All life has awakened. The mare
is ready to gallop again and leave her footprints on the lengthening grass.

© Tina Zabielski 2011-2019

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Suddenly Alive

Over grown weeds on railroad tracks and leaning telephone poles,
crumbling roof tiles chewed up by the wind. Tired streets, yellowing pages
rusty iron and dusty old stages, cobwebs dancing suddenly
alive, a tempest gusting through cracked window panes.
No one lives here these days. Only the wailing
of the train on a rainy night stirs the spirits
past remembering.

© Tina Zabielski 2011-2019

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big head todd and the monsters – ever since ya pulled me under

“…revolution in the records that play…”

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the pretenders – middle of the road – youtube

get in the road

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R.E.M. – Losing My Religion (Video) – YouTube

“… that was just a dream…”

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False Prophet

The muscles in my neck are violin strings, I breathe
into them wish them to tell me something better
I know they are a declaration that I dwell in a place not meant
for me. I suck in my front and square up my back straighten out
my sides deny my curves
balance on the balls of my feet. All to fit
through that narrow groove, its edges sharp and cruel. It is
a manufactured world through which we move. Rotary blades
and ladder rungs, the metals upon which our hopes are hung
and yet our senses behold the false prophet. We see him
upon the stage each night magnifying our dreams
he urges us to climb and kneel and bend. He has machined
for us the circuitry of delusion. Only my laughter
strips him of his power tonight. Tomorrow he will prance again.

© Tina Zabielski 2011-2019

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No Fortune Cookies Here

A lazy honey bee I cannot be when I am the disembodied stinger in your arm.
The one who helps bring fruit to your trees, no, I’m the one who brings you harm.
Tripping and tipping over your heavily laden cart, or hiding in your barrel,
I’m the rotten one that spoils your bunch, I’m your worm infested apple.
You must think I invented all these ways that I rain on your grand parade,
When in fact my words are overtures and olive branches that I’d made.
Divining rod, weather vane, maybe fortune cookie, me?
No, just tossing sticks into the air to grow my book of dreams.
Door is shut, sign is up, NO Trespassing, this means YOU,
Your disapproval will not be the taming of this shrew.
Laugh, you will, but I have made a projection out of me,
A caricature, a holograph of what I wish that you could see.

© Tina Zabielski 2011-2019

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Belgrade and Kiev, Warsaw and Tears

Peace escapes us all. While the world watched
innumerable invading armies laid waste to these cities of antiquity
these places where dreams were born and legacies were suckled
these places where inhumanity marched
for centuries, like an ugly snag in the fabric of time
suffering as bare as the weeping heart of a bard –
the one whose words were chosen to represent the Victors
and the gilding of their unrepentant shrines
yet murmured the sorrow of those shallow graves across the land.
Cities fell and families were shattered
Let us not forget the babies and the mothers and the fathers
the milk that would never nurture
the sons that would never walk in their father’s footsteps.
Let us not forget
those whose lives were sacrificed for the greed of tyrants
for the blind faith of patriots
and the screaming void of an empty dinner bowl.
Honor them: All of the Fallen.
Forgive them their sins against each other.
Pray that someday all that inhabit the Four Corners
of the Earth will come to know that souls
know no flag, no badge, no boundary. God sees all and counts
the many tears that fall from every eye.

© Tina Zabielski 2011-2019

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